The Last Program I Ever Signed Up to “Fix Me” - Misty
I’m a 3w4 on the Enneagram.
A Generator in Human Design.
Pitta/Vata in Ayurveda.
I am wired for growth. Expansion is in my bones.
But when I look back—say 6, even 10 years ago—the motivation behind that growth was rooted in something much deeper, much more tender:
I believed I was broken.
And if I could just learn enough, achieve enough, become enough, then maybe… just maybe, I’d be accepted. Loved. Seen.
Each subject I studied, every certification I chased—they lit a genuine spark of curiosity, yes. But under it all was the whisper:
“This is the one. This is the thing that will fix me.”
If I could just learn this modality…
If I could just add this title…
Then I’d finally feel valuable. Then people would respect me. Then I’d be enough.
Flash forward to me, wrapping up my 500-hour yoga certification. I'm rushing to finish the modules before my access to the digital platform expires—classic me.
And then—it happened.
I can’t even remember the exact words, but something my teacher, Kimberly Beekman, said in the Ayurvedic Psychology module hit me like lightning.
Right in my throat. Right in my heart.
That moment stopped me in my metaphorical tracks. I immediately booked a call with Kim to learn more about her Inner Alignment Program.
And the rest, as they say, is history.
What unfolded over those 8 sacred weeks was nothing short of transformational. The care, the healing, the safety of that container—it gave me something I didn’t even know I was missing:
Wholeness.
Not the kind you earn.
Not the kind that comes after ten more certifications or a new job title.
The kind that was always there… I just needed help remembering.
I stopped chasing.
I stopped grasping.
I started being.
For the first time, I could celebrate my accomplishments without needing them to prove anything. I found contentment. I found validation—from within.
And the best part?
The tools I gained didn’t fix me.
They reminded me I was never broken.
This was the last program I ever joined thinking it would “fix” me—and by some miracle, it helped me release that belief for good.
Now, I don’t just live from this place. I teach from it.
And I can finally say—with full heart and full breath—
It’s enough.
I am enough.
Ready to Remember That You Are Already Whole?
If you’re feeling the pull—if your heart is whispering this might be for me—I invite you to explore the same journey that changed everything for me.
👉 Click here to learn more about the Inner Alignment Program
(or book a call with me to talk about how this work could support you).
You don’t need another certification.
You don’t need to be “fixed.”
You just need to come home to yourself. 💛